close to death.
Gute nacht mein freund, how are y’all? I’m alright, thought about jumping off a bridge tonight, ‘cause I wanted to die. Thirty minutes before I got to the bridge, because I was walking there, I met this man named Santino, and he was so much like me, yet 4 years older, and it made me feel okay nowhere there was someone like me, who understood me. I’m not homosexual, and it’s alright to be, but it was just so awesome to know thought the way I did and felt as if everything had come crashing down. One man, literally by saying “Hey, what’s up?”, stopped me from killing myself. One man just knowing I was upset, saved my my life. It’s pretty good knowing one person can change the way you feel. God bless you Santino, for you are my saviour. Maybe I’m just drunk, but this is the best thing that could have happened to me. Thank you so much Santino, I will never be able to thank you enough.
-R